We are in the thick of the “weekdays” right now on this Wednesday morning. It feels like it has been raining for 100 years, but it has really been only a full day of rain. I woke up once for Helen and once for Holden last night. Both times it sounded just like someone had turned a faucet on over our house! Don’t you just hate the rain?!?! It’s kind of cozy if you can stay home when it’s going on. Unfortunately, that’s not what we were up to yesterday. I have about a 30 minute drive to work in typical traffic. Yesterday’s rain extended that quite a bit. I just hate being late to work! I have a hard time keeping the day going in a positive way when that happens. Which brings me to what’s on my mind…weekends v. weekdays!
This past weekend was Holden’s first soccer game. He loved it, and we loved watching him! It was pretty warm with temps in the mid 80s. The team split into two small teams, so the kids could play the whole time with no subbing.
P.S. Boys 6 and under soccer is when things start to get a little more serious and a little more competitive!
Besides soccer, we got to attend a baptism of our old friends’ baby boy. The Mr. was the godfather. Doesn’t he look handsome?! Baby and Godfather!
It was a beautiful service with lots of delicious food afterwards. We also had a visit from Holden and Helen’s Meme and C-Pa. This delayed nap time, so Holden was quite pleased! It was such a nice (and busy!) weekend. I confess that Monday was not my favorite, and Tuesday was really not my favorite. I’ve been really not feeling the work scene lately, and it’s been very noticeable. Not to mention I’ve been pretty vocal about it! Don’t ask me how I feel unless you REALLY want to know.
I know when I have times like this the most important thing I can do is to pray more. Well, (sadly) I feel like I tend to pray less. This morning I finally got myself together and spent a little time reading. I came across this verse in Hosea 7 (verse 14).
They lie there sleepless with anxiety, but won’t ask my help.
Instead, they worship heathen gods asking them for crops and for prosperity.
So true in my case! I have chosen to fret and worry and obsess and just WALLOW about in my despair over working outside the home (let’s be real…there’s work inside the home too!). Right now it seems to be my portion. Although people say you can always change your course, I don’t feel that’s anything I can do now. I’ve got to figure out how to make this work AND somehow enjoy it aka not be super miserable everyday. A key part that I’ve been missing is PRAYER. I totally have been skipping this in my life right now for worry, crying, whining, anger, and just general despair.
So…I’m going to try to do better. Does this seem like it’s the theme of your days? I feel like it happens to be mine. I am thankful for new days and fresh starts. Even if today I may float away on the way to work. It’s STILL raining!
Have a great hump day.